Wednesday, February 27, 2008
today was pretty mundane. the day passed by just like that, with one biology lecture and a civics period, with no tutor. i think i should study for chem test soon, since i've to self-study atomic structure.i think i get pretty high around nat and her friends. which is not a very good thing.
[EDIT] because they'll think that i'm not very normal. :/
anyway went back to tkgs with jessica, lynnette and charlene. i had to come home to get documents that are to be certified by the school, so they followed me home too. and i got pretty excited when i wore the tj uniform. (:
listened to the juniors' rehearsal for speech day, which was kind of sleep-inducing. but it was nice to be back in tkgs again. it seemed so long ago since i've left school. ):
oh bloody hell, i've to do a personal statement of experience by 1st march, which is saturday.
i've got a long day tomorrow. with cca until 8pm. so hmm, i shall go get mental preparation. okay fine, i just want to sleep. :/
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:59 AM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
my eyes have entirely dried up. i don't think i have any more tears left. and according to some people, the amount that i cried is equivalent to a chocolate fondue. (like seriously, they were making this joke while i was crying. so that means i was laughing AND crying.)i think i really miss mj. ): i'm having mj withdrawal symptoms now. and i miss seeing 08S113 around. and jasmine's giggle. and huixin's silliness, such as stuffing sweets into my bag in order to stop me crying. and ally's act cuteness. and the guys retarded-ness. and all the funny/weird jokes.
i'm really not sure if i've made the right choice. but there's no use regretting now. i'm not sure if the grass is greener on this side. but i'm really bad at adapting to new environment. i want mj. ):
and i want the three of them. though jasmine has new found friends already. :/
anyway dinner was fun today, with about half of 08S113! we told a lot of jokes after we ate. and i didn't have much appetite cause i wasn't feeling well. but i had fun! and i first broke down when ally went home. then it got even worse when we all had to part.
i'm tired from all the crying. i'll look forward to the next gathering! (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:35 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
jasmine loves vicki!
(note that she's in mj's uniform and i'm in tj's uniform)
I LOVE JASMINELAW!
and one of the reason why is that she draws very prettily on msn! and there are still many more stuff that she drew! maybe i'll upload them another time.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:27 AM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
well, my appeal was successful. so i'm now in temasek. (and jasmine can now call me and huixin temasek girls.)strangely, the first thing after i received the call from tj was to call jasmine. and even more strangely, jasmine knew what i was going to say the moment she picked up her phone. and i feel very bad for not telling huixin myself. she didn't find out until yesterday itself. and and i'm so so sorry for making you all cry. ): don't be sad alright! i'm still here and we can still meet up!
and though it has only been about two months, it felt as though we've known each other for years. maybe it's just how we spent every moment in school together. and how unforgettable my laughter, screams and clingyness are. and it's funny how huixin said that ally is emotionless, just cause she didn't cry. (HAHA) but jasmine is the sweetest of all, cause she kept encouraging me to appeal so that i'll never regret. but THANK YOU to you three for letting me have such a happy time in meridian.
anyway orientation yesterday was alright. but like what jana said, it felt like i was in a foreign land. :/ thankfully there's nat. and her friends. (: and yes. i skipped orientation today. SHHH. or maybe another excuse is that i scraped my knees. (HAHA)
my grandparents are arriving in singapore today. so, people, do date me more, especially until late at night. SO THAT, they can nag at my mom more. (omg, i feel so evil.)
and i wanna see jasmine and huixin and ally today. but they all have dates. ): so yes, since i'm so bored and lonely, i shall go emo.
[edit] if only things can go back to normal. jasminelaw is avoiding me like crazy. i think talking to me makes her sad. and i thought my motto was never to make anyone sad. i think i should stop pestering her. ):
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:29 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
i appealed! and my audition was horrifying i think. oh well. i'm not placing much hope on it. but i should have practiced more yesterday. ):i'm excited for school tomorrow! i have no idea why, cause i'll still be going back to meridian. but oh well, seeing the people there are enough! hopefully, the admin stuff wouldn't be too boring. :/
i wanna camwhore tomorrow!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
6:26 AM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
08S113 is love! well, for today at least. we had class bbq! though i was emoing half of the time, but it was still fun. and i got so high over the butter.i was one of the last to leave! as usual. so we just sat there and talked. the four of us and the guys. as usual again. omg. we sound so anti-social. ):
anyway they were being sweet. (: encouraging me to appeal and all. ck even volunteered to jump into the pool if i promise to appeal. oh yes. huixin was super sweet today too. cause she was always pulling me towards the three of them. hoho. and i can't be bias, so jasmine and ally are sweet too. (:
oh yes! huixin's parents are nice! they sent me home cause they were afraid that there would be no more bus service available! and i practised my chinese! hahaha. (:
alright. i shall go to bed. since i've to wake up early tomorrow for the posting results. and i didn't realised that today's monday. :/
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:58 PM
my fingers hurt. really badly. i should really stop practising my violin. i'm abusing my fingers. ): and i think there's tiny blisters already. i'm not desperate to get into TJ anyway, but i don't know why i just won't stop practising.
maybe i'm just fed up with the bio homework. and the econs test tomorrow, which i do not want to study for. that's why i need a distraction. and i'm still considering if i should skip school tomorrow. but it might be my last day in MJ. ):
i feel so frustrated and tired now. i should just go and read my econs notes on demand. AND i don't see how i can survive through two periods of bio tutorial tomorrow. damnit.
i was actually on the verge of breaking down just now. i would rather break down than feel frustrated. omg. i should just shut up.
vicki loves you! but not herself. ):
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
4:38 AM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART! (:thank you for always being there. for always listening to me whine. for always cheering me up. for being retarded with me. for always being sweet.for everything! you're the best, nat! hope you've really enjoyed your birthday, until the very last moment cause we were there with you. (: and the surprise turned out pretty well too! all thanks to mei. haha.
I LOVE YOU, SWEETHEART!
oh yes. happy chinese new year to all! i basically stayed at home the whole day, waiting for people to come. so, as usual, my cny is boring. left for the airport at 8 plus to celebrate nat's birthday! omg. i miss the clique! must meet up again soon alright. (: and darling is LOVE. i got really high just now when i was with darling. heh.
oli, jialing, darling and meng mei, i think, are coming to my house for visiting on sunday! YAY. anyone else wants to come too? all are welcome! (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:55 AM